Why is it that many times in life, things just spiral out of control?
I know my blogs are contrary, and I have yet to decide if it is a positive or negative thing. Or perhaps its just being me. Neither.
Internet. Its so.. volatile.. that it can to used to do marvelous things, make things possible, a reality, and yet it can also be used to do so much harm, spiraling out of control, totally just off.
I just want to get out of my circumstances. Its ridiculous. I know how people wish that they could never had circumstances, but I accept my circumstances and I want to go up, build up, go forward from here. Well, sometimes I do as well, but I realize that one cannot change the past circumstances but only change so that the future doesnt remain the same.
Well you never know, destiny might just knock on your door when you least expect it.
Its just different.. I listen to a Taylor Swift song- ‘Fifteen’ and it sounds so carefree, so normal. That kind of normal doesnt even try to exist in my world, so they dont even try.
That rich heiress somewhere, a hidden long lost identity, a chance to be famous, am I that crazy?
